Say Hooray for Me!!!

HOORAY!!!!

I am mentally abused-free!!!!

I am officially jobless since last week and now searching for a job that I really like and slowly search.

My serve notice was an immediate. Wah.. Can't believe.. It's too good to be true.

I am enjoying my times at home watching dramas. From the moment I wake up till the moment I go to sleep I am watching drama. Haha!!

Enjoying while I can!!

I sit at Raffles City for a good whole 2 hours before heading back home.

I think. Think and think. Looking people walked past me. Everyone have their own stories or problems behind them. Either happy or sad. We wouldn't know their stories like they don't know mine.

Why people around there can work so professionally but not me? Why they can get along with people around them while I only can get along with those close to me? Why people have different characters? Why they can't treat people nicely with all their heart?

I am simple? I am naive?

Mei Ling told me why I can told them e.g: the price for karaoke? She told me that's because I love to sing and so I can know the price well. What she means was asking me to look for something that I would like to do. Love the job that you are doing.

But, wait for a moment.

What I love? That's a problem. I still not yet figure it out. How long to figure it out? I don't know.

Maybe tomorrow. Maybe 1 month from now. Or maybe ........... I can't figure it out.

I have grown up..

This job makes me realise a lot of things. Within one month, I feel I've grown up. Friends said I am living like a strawberry. A little bit sunny, cannot. A little bit too cold, cannot.

This job really makes me truly see what kind of people there are in this world. Those snobbish, self-centered really are disgusting.

I've come with a solution. Compensate them. I will take this kind of money to buy an experience. Money can earn back.

So, what have I learn??

1st: Next job can't sign any contract and if got, means that job got a problem.
2nd: Ask for the turn over rate in the company.
3rd: Never be afraid to ask for anything you dunno.
4th: Learn how to be strong.

Friends and family keep giving me advises. I just dunno why I can't accept the fact.

After this ordeal, I know what I want.

On an unrelated news, today, I am super duper unlucky.

Early in the morning, the head lecture me and give me this bloody looks said I didn't go and after the files that I worked with. KNS her. After that, I DID NOT manage to get my salary today which the woman have promised that today will be out but who knows? She went back at around 4.30pm and she totally forget about this. And somemore she said the management won't have the time to handle my case ONLY. CCB her. Being a Malaysian too she also won't help.

After that, when I reach City Hall, the train break down and I am waiting there for 20minutes. Later on, when the train resume back, it was packed like hell and I hardly can move and people keep pushing and pushing. I just stand there and no need to walk and people will push you in.

Tired tired... Eyes can't open anymore liao.

Bye lo..