Bye bye..
I mean REAL SHORT!!
Goodbye long hair... see u in 2 years time..
Once I make a mistake, ppl started questioning me what happened, what was the problem. I sent wrong email twice. Yes. TWICE!! And Ms J emailed me and asked me WHY(she was sending in capital letter.)I keep on insisting on transfering the goods from this warehouse location to another warehouse location. And after waited a long while for my reply and I do not know what I should told her!! AND SHE SENT AN EMAIL ASKING THE USER TO IGNORE THE PREVIOUS MAIL and told him the solution herself!!!!! And you all may wonder what's wrong with this but for me, I think she was not respecting me!! The problem why I sent wrong the information was because I asked the solution from Ms C and she thought that I was asking another question(there were 2 questions and there were related.). So I can't blame Ms C because she helped me and she misunderstood it and that was not her fault too!! Mr T start asking me what happened and my heart was pounding so fast that I can feel it was in my mouth. I just simply blurted out on what came to my mind at that time. Then he was like "No,no,no. That was not going this way." This problem was passed to me by Ms T. And she should be the one who shall guided me how to solve it but she just let Mr T asked me. I was so helpless that time. The whole department was damn quiet and everybody can hear it. Altho everybody acted like there was nothing happened, I was damn embarassed. If there was a hole there, I will squeezed myself in.
After I knocked off, I called my bestie. I cried. I find my bf, I cried. I told my mum, I cried. After that, I feel so relax and relieved. I don't know why. Maybe my stress for the past 6mths has been released. Hahahahah!!! I know it's stupid because you all may feel that I shouldn't could have any stress there since I do not have work and only went there for surfing, right??!?!
So now, my options are :
1.) Tender my resignation next week
2.) Tender my resignation on May because my sis said she wanna hire me as her personal maid for the following months because there are new members added to my family!!! Now everybody say "Awwww"!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I can't make my decision now.
On an unrelated news, I fully make use my Saturday time and it's really goes with my planning. Go find my ex-colleague, cut fringe and Saturday night's out with my besties!!
Well, hope my life are also goes well as what I have plan.
Ciao!!
p/s: Having Monday Blue now.. arghhhh!!!!!
My Big Aunt called and asked my mum to fetched her go out. Since our family's friend was at my house, we did not direct go and fetched my BA. And while she was waiting for us, she went to my Popo's room and checked on her why the whole morning she didn't saw her. She saw that Popo was lying on the bed and she seems to have her sleep but somehow she doesn't looks like sleeping since her pillow was not put on her head and one of her stocking was dropping out. BA sensed that something was wrong.
12th October 2008 12.15pm
BA called my mum to went down immediately. I went down too. I saw Popo was having difficultly in her breathing. And her saliva was coming out each time she breathed out. We called her and even pinch her. To make her wake up. Nothing can do to wake her up. My mum dialed 999. We shout by her ear. She seems to have some conscious. Just some groan sound.
12th October 2008 12.35pm
Ambulance arrive. We asked what happened to her. The nurse replied that maybe her sugar level was too low. They carried her into the ambulance. She was peeing in her pants since she did not wake up for the whole day.
12th October 2008 1.20pm
She woke up. She looks so energtic. I thought she can discharged the next day but the doctor said still need to stay for checkup.
12th October 2008 6.30pm
Visit her again.
13th October 2008 7pm
We went to visit Popo. She was lying there and patting her big fat stomach. Saying there was a lot of gas inside. Feed her ate her dinner and chat with her.
13th October 2008 7.50pm
We were going and told her we will be visitting her next day. I thought she will be discharged the next day.
14th October 2008 7.30am
Received a called from my 2nd Aunt. Saying that hospital called and asked us to go. My mum drop me at the waiting place for my company's bus and went straight to the hospital.
14th October 2008 8.03am
Received 2 missed call from my mum. Called back to her and ask her what happened. She told me Popo can't make it any longer. I was total in shock. She said maybe she was having heart attack and having difficulty in breathing. She said I doens't need to apply leave. I thought it was not so serious.
14th October 2008 8.15am
Called my sis and told her Popo was having difficulty in breathing. My sis was also in a shock.
14th October 2008 8.30am
Discussed with my sis whether wanna apply for leave on that day.
14th October 2008 8.45am
My sis said she don't know. Up to me.
14th October 2008 9.15am
My sis called and told me Popo pass away. Tears came out and I forced it to stop cause I was in the office. Went to the toilet and called Ah Fai to come and fetched me home.
14th October 2008 10.30am
Reached home. Coffin car arrived.
Everything went back to the same as Gong Gong. Gong gong pass away was due to cancer. And because he was old and weak. But Popo was in a different case. She still can lived up to another 10 years I think. She was just getting weaker and weaker. And she was taking her medicine for her heart attack for the past 10 years. Her death reason was this : Acute Coranary Syndrome.
I was just starting to treat her more nicer and visit her often and this news came to me. This news was really a totally shock for the whole family.
Gong Gong and Popo will be always remember in deep of my heart.
May both of you bless us all.

Wei wei and me
Fion, Coco and Winson
Cool looks
Say 'cheese'

Ming ming and Rou Rou
The Yaps

May Ah Gong in the heaven bless us all!!!
I have a dream, a fantasy. To help me through reality. And my destination
makes it worth the while. Pushing through the darkness. Still another mile.
p/s: Photos will be uploaded as soon as I get the photos from the
others.
